Love Songs

It seems that love songs are making a comeback. After a long stint at the top party songs are beginning to take a backseat to love songs once again, and what a great time for that to happen (sarcasm on full blast here). It's summer time people! It's time for summer love! Although I've had a couple rendezvous this summer they've meant absolutely nothing and I am very ashamed that I let them happen because I am not a one night stand kind of guy. I'm the guy who treats girls like princesses and does everything I possibly can for them. I want nothing more than to fall in love because there's no better feeling than being in love. I honestly haven't found anyone in the last year that I could see myself falling in love with, though. Every girl I meet is the complete opposite of what I like in a girl. I'm so sick of meeting girls who are just party girls and think they're bad asses, that's so annoying. What ever happened to all the sweet girls? Every girl I meet reminds me of my ex because underneath everything she was a bitch and I HATE bitches. Don't get me wrong I love going out and getting drunk and partying, but I don't neccesarily like the typical party girl. I like a girl who takes care of herself and cares what she looks like and cares about people and not just herself. I like a girl that will treat me with the same respect I will treat her with. I don't like one sided relationships. I don't need a girl that wants to have sex, that's not something I look for or expect out of a relationship, but if it happens I like it to be at the right time and for it to mean something, it just makes it a lot more special when it actually means something. I'm not gunna lie, I can't wait to find somebody.

One of those days...

Oh great, it's gunna be one of THOSE days. I just got off the phone with my friend and his girlfriend and they were all cheery like all of those cute little couples are and it just got me thinking about how much I want that to be me. I haven't had a girlfriend since Faith and I broke up over 16 months ago, and until lately I hadn't even had any interest in me from anyone. My recent sexcapades don't do anything for me, which is why I told the girls (I wasn't with them at the same time) that I can't do what we were doing anymore. I may be the only guy who will pass up no strings attached sex, but I'm looking for more. I surprised myself even when I crawled into bed with them, I just don't do things like that, I'm too much of a relationship guy to do things like that. I guess my hormones kicked in and took over a few times, but like usual after a while my mind and conscience took over. Anyway, so here I am sitting here thinking about how much I miss having someone around all the time and feeling like I'm loved or needed. It sucks playing the role of the 5th wheel everywhere I go. Let me tell ya it's so much fun going to dinner and having people look at me like I'm the loser friend who couldn't find a date on Friday night so I just tagged along with my friends and their girlfriends. It's a pretty cool feeling. Catch the sarcasm yet? (OK, this has nothing to do with what I'm talking about, but the new Destiny's Child video just came on and I'm definitely a fan of three beautiful women huddling together naked.) Back to the subject at hand... So, after giving up the search months ago I think I'm going to go back on the prowl for a new love. I know people say that once you stop looking it will find you, but that hasn't worked, so back to the drawing board. I just hope my ego can handle more rejections.

Save my eyes!

OK, so when I told my best friend that his girlfriend could live in my apartment for the summer I must have been trippin on something I didn't even know I took. For real, what the hell was I thinking? She is the most annoying person this world has ever seen. She makes these shrill high pitched sounds that with a good wind behind her every dog in the world could hear. She demands attention at all times and if no one gives it to her she gets pissed at my best friend, her unfortunate boyfriend. More than 20 times a day she says things that take your already dampered IQ down atleast 5 points each time. I honestly don't know how a person can be as dumb as she actually is. If my friend wasn't around to "help" (do) all her homework there is no way she would be getting through college. If you look up "needy" and "whiney" in the dictionary not only will you see her picture there will be a big, bright, sign that reads RUN. If my friend wasn't there to pay for every meal she eats she wouldn't eat, and I've never once heard her say thank you for anything he's ever done for her, she always finds one thing that is wrong with her food or with the gift he got her so she can get pissed about it instead of thanking him for it. She isn't even good looking, she walks all bowlegged with her knees hitting each other. I don't know what the fuck my buddy is doing with her. He's a brilliant kid with an awesome future and could get any girl he looks at. He doesn't need this piece of shit dragging him down as he graduates college and moves on into the real world and his career, and that's all she's going to do. Her dream is to be a stay at home mom and leech off of him for the rest of her life and tell him what he's doing wrong. He doesn't need that, he needs someone that is going to support him in everything he does, not make fun of him or give him shit for the things he likes to do. So, if anyone has any advice for a friend that cares please let me know, otherwise I think I'm going to claw my own eyes out in frustration!

I need some sleep

So here I sit in my chair after work. I got up before 9 a.m. for the 9th day in a row. To be perfectly honest I'm not a real big fan of the situation. In the last five days I've gotten a combined 9 hours of sleep. Needless to say, I'm draggin ass real bad. Oh well, I'll sleep when I'm dead. The last two night have been a lot of fun, both nights I went out on the boat on McCook Lake. Last night went skinny dippin and lost all my clothes in the lake, which didn't turn out too bad. A bunch of us hung out at the lake house and sat by the bonfire, which got me thinking about stuff, which is never a good thing. I'm not gunna let my dumb ass head get in the way of me having fun this summer, though. So I'll just forget all the stupid shit I was thinking about last night.

George's

So today my dad called me at 8:30 in the damn morning which I was not a big fan of, so I ignored his call, he then called me back at 9, so I answered the phone. I had to go to his house to clean our pontoon, which wasnt a real good time. I told him I had to work at 1:30 so I could go home, but I dont have to work until 4. Anyway, I'm getting a little off track here. I was sitting in MY chair when my buddy Kyle walked into my apartment. The words that came out of his mouth were relaxing, gratifying, and most of all the greatest words anyone can possibly say..."I'm thinkin George's." Now, for those of you who don't know what George's is, it's a little hot dog shop that a little Greek guy named George owns. From the moment you walk into the restaurant any worries or problems you have in your life go away. I would suggest to any and everyone to make a trip to Sioux City, IA and travel a couple miles down Hamilton Blvd. and make a move to improve your day/life and sit down and let George make you some hot dogs. You can thank me later.